You feel lonely. Instead of lashing out at others for ignoring you, assume your fair share of responsibility. You've always been independent. This sometimes causes you to push people away. Your friends are tired of being rejected. Instead of forcing their way into your life, they've moved on. You can hardly blame them for being hurt. The best way to get back into their good graces is to make some humble apologies. Back up your words with actions. Stop being dismissive when people seek your company at inconvenient times.
Call the psychic advice line on *0906 539 1662 (150p per minute + Phone Providers access charge, 18+) or 0207 111 6154 (Credit/Debit Card payments) to hear why you may not be able to spend as much time with friends as you like. Either you will have things to do that keep you apart or they have responsibilities they can't get out of.