Paul Gascoigne cried on live TV as he admitted he would never change, despite being tried for sexual assault for kissing a stranger on a train.
Gazza - who last week was found not guilty of sexual assault - wiped away tears on Good Morning Britain as he said: "I feel like I've spent a whole year telling people I did nothing wrong."
The 52-year-old former England footballer was accused of sexual assualt after a woman accused him of "forcibly" kissing her on a train travelling from York to Durham in August last year. He said he was comforting her after another passenger had called her "fat and ugly".
Paul Gascoigne (r) tries a shot at goal, his QPR opposite number, Robbie James, closes in. Rangers won 3-1.
Newcastle United midfielder Paul Gascoigne recieves his trophy from Manchester United and England hero Bobby Charlton at the PFA awards in London.
A cheeky pat on the rear for Tottenham Hotspur's Chris Waddle from teammate Paul Gascoigne as the players leave the pitch at The Den. The North Londoners beat Millwall 5-0.
Tottenham Hotspurs teammates Chris Waddle and Paul Gascoigne (r) in action against Millwall at The Den. The North Londoners beat Millwall 5-0.
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England team manager Bobby Robson, flanked by players Paul Gascoigne (left) and Chris Waddle at Heathrow Airport before the team's Concorde flight to Riyadh for an international against Saudi Arabia.
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Paulo Gascoingne arriving at Newcastle Magistrates Court.
Tottenham chairman Terry Venables with England players Paul Gascoigne and Gary Lineker at White Hart Lane, after presenting them both with replicas of the FA Cup.
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England manager Graham Taylor (right) with midfield player Paul Gascoigne during a break from training at Bisham Abbey.
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(l-r) England's Dion Dublin, Martin Keown, Ian Wright, Paul Gascoigne and Sol Campbell line up prior to the match
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Paul Gascoigne with Billie Piper in the audience at the Brit Awards 2005.
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Former footballer Paul Gascoigne leaves Chelsea Police Station in London today after being arrested on suspicion of actual bodily harm.
Paul Gascoigne leaves Northallerton Magistrates court today after pleading not guilty to drink driving.
Paul Gascoigne (centre) and Darren Fletcher (left) at the Manchester Arena, Manchester.
Tottenham Hotspur Paul Gascoigne in action during the legends test event match at Tottenham Hotspur Stadium, London.
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Gazza said: "I admitted that to the police from the start - I gave her a peck... I didn't look at it in a sexual way."
'I spent the whole year telling people I did nothing wrong.'
An emotional Paul Gascoigne opens up about his 'year of hell' after he was cleared of sexual assault following a four-day trial last week. pic.twitter.com/3M8GFNP7PE
He added: "I don't think I'll ever change. I am who I am, I don't think it's right to be called fat and ugly."
The ex-football star - whose battle with alcoholism has been well documented in the media over the years - revealed he is six months sober but had struggled to resist turning to drink during the court case.
Gazza said: "It was definitely [a test], even two days ago I felt like I wanted a drink and I just rang my sponsor... and told him how I felt.
"A lot of people would go out and celebrate [being found not guilty]. I didn't feel I had anything to celebrate because it has been a tough year. I would say the rest of my life depended on this."
He revealed he had kept himself busy by indulging his passion for fishing and attending regular counselling sessions.
Recalling the incident he said: "I was on the train and a couple of women wanted selfies. When I got up someone next to us said you don't want a photo with her she's fat and ugly.
"I went and sat next to her and I said, 'You're not fat and ugly you're beautiful inside and out', I learned that in the treatment centres."
Gazza revealed he is working on a movie about his life and that he was proud to have been named a UEFA Ambassador for Euro 2020.
He laughed: "The first person I text was [fellow former Newcastle United player] Alan Shearer. I said look what I've been through and now I'm an ambassador!"