Davina McCall has never shied away from talking about her drug addiction past but now she has revealed more details about the battle.
Speaking in her new lifestyle magazine, This is Davina, the TV presenter recalls a time in her life where she would get high with her mother.
"There were no boundaries," McCall says of her mother Florence Kock. "Wearing make-up, short skirts, high heels at 13, drinking... eventually, I even took drugs with her.
Davina McCall poses for photographers upon arrival at the Glamour Woman of the Year Awards in London, Tuesday, June 7, 2016. (Photo by Joel Ryan/Invision/AP)
LONDON, ENGLAND - JUNE 07: Davina McCall attends the Glamour Women of the Year Awards at Berkeley Square Gardens on June 7, 2016 in London, England. (Photo by Fred Duval/FilmMagic)
Davina McCall poses for photographers upon arrival at the BAFTA Television awards in central London, Sunday, May 10, 2015. (Photo by Jonathan Short/Invision/AP)
Davina McCall at the Arqiva BAFTA Television Awards Party at The Grosvenor House Hotel in London on Sunday, May 18, 2014. (Photo by Jon Furniss/Invision /AP Images)
Davina McCall and Naomi Campbell pose for photographers in the winners room at the British Academy Television Awards at a central London venue, Sunday, May 18, 2014. (Photo by Jonathan Short/Invision/AP)
Davina McCall arrives at the BAFTA TV Awards on Sunday, May 27, 2012, in London. (Photo by Jon Furniss/Invision/AP)
LONDON, ENGLAND - FEBRUARY 21: Davina McCall attends the Colgate Total Whole Mouth Health Event at Tate Modern on February 21, 2019 in London, England. (Photo by Jeff Spicer/Getty Images for Colgate)
LONDON, ENGLAND - SEPTEMBER 18: Davina McCall attends Red Magazine's 20th birthday party and launch of Red Smart Women Week at No 11 Carlton House Terrace on September 18, 2018 in London, England. (Photo by David M. Benett/Dave Benett/Getty Images)
Television presenter Davina McCall at the Big Feastival at Alex James' farm in Kingham, Oxfordshire. (Photo by Steve Parsons/PA Images via Getty Images)
Davina McCall at the launch of a new water based Sun protection from Garnier Ambre Solaire in Finsbury, central London. (Photo by John Stillwell/PA Images via Getty Images)
LONDON, ENGLAND - APRIL 11: Davina McCall at the launch night of Soho House Television Centre on April 11, 2018 in London, England. (Photo by Mark R. Milan/GC Images)
LONDON, ENGLAND - SEPTEMBER 11: Ellie Goulding (R) representing Centrepoint and Davina McCall representing Action Medical Research (L) attend the BGC Charity Day on September 11, 2017 in Canary Wharf, London, United Kingdom. (Photo by Gareth Cattermole/Getty Images for BGC Partners )
LONDON, ENGLAND - NOVEMBER 19: Davina McCall attends the ITV Gala at London Palladium on November 19, 2015 in London, England. (Photo by Dave J Hogan/Dave J Hogan/Getty Images)
LIVERPOOL, ENGLAND - SEPTEMBER 07: Davina McCall is joined by defending Tour of Britain champion, Sir Bradley Wiggins and fellow Team Sky teammates Ben Swift and Ian Stannard at the first ever Sky Ride Big Bike event in Liverpool. The event took place ahead of the start of the Tour of Britain and saw thousands of Liverpudlians get on their bikes and enjoy a day cycling a traffic- free 8km route which also included some of the Tour of Britain circuit. Sky Ride Liverpool is part of a national campaign from Sky and British Cycling encouraging thousands of people of all ages and abilities to get on a bike and discover the benefits cycling can offer. Find a ride near you at www.goskyride.com on September 7, 2014 in Liverpool, England. (Photo by Shirlaine Forrest/Getty Images for Sky Ride)
LONDON, ENGLAND - AUGUST 29: Davina McCall introduces 'Kaine' to the judges during the live final of 2014's "Got To Dance" at Earls Court on August 29, 2014 in London, England. (Photo by Stuart C. Wilson/Getty Images)
LONDON, UNITED KINGDOM - JUNE 03: Davina McCall attends the Glamour Women of the Year Awards at Berkeley Square Gardens on June 3, 2014 in London, England. (Photo by Julian Parker/UK Press via Getty Images)
Television presenter Davina McCall and her husband Matthew Robertson arriving at the world premiere of "One Night At McCool's", at the Warner West End cinema, in London's Leicester Square. *26/09/2001....Television presenter Davina McCall and her husband Matthew Robertson. Big Brother presenter Davina McCall has become a mother for the first time by giving birth to a baby girl, her spokeswoman said. The television personality and her 31-year-old husband Matthew Robertson, a presenter on Channel 4's Pet Rescue, have named the 8lb 12oz tot Holly Willow. She was born at their Chiswick home in West London at 10.05pm on Saturday and the natural birth was overseen by two midwives.
Paul Clarke, with hostess Davina McCall , leaving the Channel Four Big Brother house in Bow, east London, after being evicted. Clarke became the seventh contestant to be evicted from the reality TV house. *26/08/01.. Paul Clarke, leaving the Big Brother house. It was announced, Sunday August 26, 2001, that Clarke is jetting off to the sunshine isle of Ibiza after signing up as a guest presenter with Channel 5 programme Exclusive. He will ditch girlfriend Helen Adams for a week to take up with blonde beauty Tess Daly to bring back the hot gossip from the Balearic island.
Celebrity Big Brother 2002 host Davina McCall (far right) with housemates (from left) Les Dennis, Anne Diamond, Melinda Messenger, Sue Perkins and winner Mark Owen at Elstree Studios in Hertfordshire.
TV presenter Davina McCall and her husband Matthew Robertson at The Brit Awards 2002, at London's Earls Court.
Davina McCall and husband Matthew Robertson arrive for the annual National Television Awards at the Royal Albert Hall in central London.
Justine (left) being led away from the Big Brother house at Elstree Studios in Hertfordshire by the show's host Davina McCall after becoming the second person to be evicted from Big Brother 2003.
TV Presenter Davina McCall arrives for the 10th Anniversary National Television Awards 2004, held at the Royal Albert Hall in London.
Nadia Almada (left) with host Davina McCall, poses for photographers after leaving the house as this year's winner during Big Brother 5's grand finale show, at Elstree Studios.
EDITORIAL USE ONLY. NO MERCHANDISING Undated handout picture released today Friday 23 April 2004 of Rebecca Loos (left), and host Davina McCall, appearing on ITV1 dating show 'Love On A Saturday Night to be screened tomorrow night at 7.05pm. Rebecca has gone from allegedly bedding David Beckham to dating 6ft 7in fireman Chad Eagle. The former PA, who claimed to have had a fling with the England football captain, picked out the firefighter on the primetime ITV matchmaking programme. See PA Story SHOWBIZ Loos PA Photo handout/ITV/Ken McKay
Davina McCall arrives for the '2005 TV Moments' show, at the BBC TV Centre, west London, Tuesday 29 November 2005. PRESS ASSOCIATION Photo. Photo credit should read: Ian West/PA
Davina McCall and husband Matthew Robertson arriving at the BAFTA Television Awards 2005, The Theatre Royal, Drury Lane, London.
(L-R) Nikki Grahame, Pete Bennett, Davina McCall and Dermot O'Leary with award for Most Popular Reality Programme at the National Television Awards 2006 at the Royal Albert Hall in west London.
EMBARGOED UNTIL 00.01 HOURS ON 28/12/2007 Davina McCall on The Friday Night Project for the recording of the New Year show at the London Studios, South Bank, London.
Davina McCall (left) and Chantelle Houghton arrive for the British Academy Television Awards, held at the London Palladium, central London. PRESS ASSOCIATION Photo. Picture date: Sunday 20 May 2007. Photo credit should read: Yui Mok/PA Wire
Amanda Holden and Davina McCall at the National Television Awards 2008, the Royal Albert Hall, Kensington, London.
Davina McCall arrives at the Britain's Best 2008 awards at London Television Studios.
Davina McCall at the the Big Brother 10 House during final night, Elstree Studios, Borehamwood, Hertfordshire.
Alex Reid is interviewed on stage by Davina McCall after winning the Celebrity Big Brother Final, at Elstree Studios, Borehamwood, Hertfordshire
Davina McCall and Matthew Robertson arriving at the Glamour Women of the Year Awards 2011, Berkeley Square, London.
Davina McCall at the launch of the Fearne Cotton SS13 Collection for Very.co.uk at Claridges Hotel, London.
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"I don't blame her at all for my addiction, but it was screwed up . . . not a normal mother-child relationship."
The former Big Brother host was raised by her grandparents and father and managed to get clean at the age of 25.
She has revealed in the past that she took heroin, cocaine and ecstasy but realised that she needed to separate herself from her mother in order to get sober.
"I was just a kid and... I thought she was cool because my granny, Pippy, and my dad never let me do any of that in England. I realised years later it was because they were normal, responsible adults," Davina explained.
McCall, who has three children of her own, chose not to attend Kock's funeral in 2008. She said in 2016 that she had chosen to cut her mother out of her life because she had sold a story about her daughter possibly relapsing before her wedding.
'I told her about it [selling stories],' McCall said on Loose Women. 'She didn't think it was a big deal – and then she did it again.'
She added: 'I built a bridge with my mum for the wedding, but then my husband (Matthew Robertson) said that has to be it.'
McCall has since split from Robertson, her husband of 17 years, but is not putting pressure on herself to jump into another relationship.
"I have been out on dates – but can't a woman be single and happy?," Davina said in an interview with The Telegraph.